{"id":1328,"date":"2015-12-19T11:30:48","date_gmt":"2015-12-19T19:30:48","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.dungeonetics.com\/gamediary\/?p=1328"},"modified":"2026-09-26T11:06:08","modified_gmt":"2026-09-26T18:06:08","slug":"kalis-journal-sarenith-24-erastus-1","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.dungeonetics.com\/gamediary\/kalis-journal-sarenith-24-erastus-1\/","title":{"rendered":"Kali&#8217;s Journal, Sarenith 24-29, 4712"},"content":{"rendered":"<h3>Sarenith 24 (Brinestump Marsh, Afternoon)<\/h3>\n<p><span class=\"initial initialfont1\">L<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">ike all residents of Sandpoint, I had heard of Old Megus, but I\u2019d never actually met her. Rumor was that she rarely left the swamp, coming into town only to purchase obscure magical supplies. Most people referred to her as the Swamp Witch, and based on Etayne\u2019s reaction when we found her home, that wasn\u2019t just a colloquialism (and so it would seem that the Witch\u2019s Walk was also aptly named). Of particular interest to Etayne were the numerous windchimes made of bone that were hanging above the porch, but when asked about them, she replied that although they looked familiar, she did not understand their purpose.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">The shack was in poor shape. Neglect and the elements had taken their toll, and the walls were dingy and sagging. Next to it was a partially collapsed shed, which had long since given up the fight. No one had lived here in some time.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">The ground around the buildings was covered with large rodent tracks, which, of course, piqued Qatana\u2019s curiosity, and when she heard skittering inside the house, it proved too tempting for her to resist. At least she knocked first. When there was no answer, she forced the door open and entered with some of the others close behind.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">I heard but did not see the skirmish. Etayne emerged briefly to clean that long spear of hers, the end of which was covered in blood. \u201cDire rats,\u201d she said with a half-smile when I looked at her quizzically, and then she went back inside without another word.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">People surprise you.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Old Megus, it seemed, had died in an accident. Etayne spent a lot of time examining the remains of her laboratory and had no doubt that there had been a mishap of some sort with one of her experiments. It was kind of a sad discovery. Megus had presumably come out here to live in solitude, but that also meant that she died alone, and no one had noticed aside from her ratling familiar.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Not that I approve of what she had been doing. Her deformed corpse suggested she was mucking with the process of nature itself.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">As for the ratling, the arcane world has low opinions of these creatures, but I am pleased that this meeting did not end in bloodshed and that we were able to part amicably. Etayne took the lead, with help from <\/span><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">her <\/span><\/i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">familiar, Ling, and there was a level of understanding between them and the ratling that would not have been possible with the rest of us.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">One interesting mark on Megus\u2019s map was the cave, which she indicated with a simple skull. The ratling said his mistress considered it very dangerous and had never gone inside.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">When we told him about the undead we had found there, he knew nothing about them. Etayne asked whether Megus had ever dabbled with the undead.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">He shook his head.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cNo. She was only interested in life.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">We told him what we\u2019d seen and done over the past two days. We were the oral Swamp Times, delivering the latest news to the denizens of the Brinestump Marsh. And it turned out he had something to add on these matters, as well.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cI\u2019ve been to this ship, too, which the goblins made up into a house. More goblins came to it one day, and they fought each other.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">It explained the corpses, answering one question while raising a half-dozen others.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">We were able to walk to the second shipwreck from there, which was a pleasant turn of events, but that decaying hulk of a Chelish ship was in much worse shape than the other. Without the benefit of any protection from the elements, there was little left beyond the deteriorating frame and remnants of its outer plating. A quick search turned up the nameplate, which was still intact but severely weatherworn. A few cantrips cleaned it up enough to see a pair of Tien pictographs, and of course, I recognized the name Kaijitsu (I try not to be stupid in the same way more than once). The meaning of the other would have to wait.<\/span><\/p>\n<h3>Sarenith 24 (Sandpoint, Afternoon)<\/h3>\n<p><span class=\"initial initialfont1\">I<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">f it had not occurred to me that we hadn\u2019t searched the entirety of the goblin village, we might not have encountered the Soggy River Monster. Once again, what the name lacked in originality it made up for in technical accuracy.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">It was a foul thing and my magic couldn\u2019t touch it, but there were many of us and just one of it, and now it\u2019s dead. According to the Sheriff, this was one of the Sinspawn, horrid creatures that were discovered along with an ancient Thassilonian runewell under Sandpoint a few years ago. I remember several long, tense, and (I am not ashamed to admit it) frightening nights when the sinkhole had opened up, exposing the long-buried temple to the world above. We could hear unnatural, dog-like sounds coming from within. Eventually, the \u201cHeroes of Sandpoint\u201d, as the town called them, had returned and dealt with it. By then, mom and dad had already decided to move. I guess they had had enough.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Why bring this up? For one, it was interesting. For two, as I said, my magic had no effect. None. It\u2019s something we were taught while studying the craft as a warning against putting too much faith in spells as an offensive weapon. Some creatures are just innately resistant to mortal magic. Me? I took home a slightly different message, but it will be some time before I am able to master the alternatives.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Olmas and Anavaru are fierce opponents. Olmas you\u2019d expect, but Ana? It still astonishes me. It shouldn\u2019t, I realize, but when you know someone as long as we\u2019ve known one another your perspective gets skewed. She was always quiet, kind, and funny, and we had quite a few laughs about her camel (I meant \u201chorse\u201d there), and that\u2019s just how I remember her. I certainly noticed when she went from adolescent girl to young woman that-you-do-not-want-to-anger, but my head is still stuck a couple of years earlier than that.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">She started spending a lot more time out in the wild after her dad was killed. She\u2019d always had this thing for animals and getting away from the city seemed to bring her some comfort. I actually joined her on some of her overnight forays into the hinterlands. Once, we even spent a couple of nights trying to catch a glimpse of the Sandpoint Devil after having heard rumors that it had been seen in the farmlands near Tickwood. In retrospect, that was a really stupid idea, but I must have felt safe with her around or I wouldn\u2019t have even considered it.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">We went to see Sheriff Hemlock as soon as we returned to town. I was just as happy to be rid of the ears and head we were required to provide as proof of our success as I was to collect the bounty on the same. While this sort of troubleshooter-for-hire work certainly seems to pay well, it\u2019s also very gruesome. It is also a little disquieting that you end up profiting off of someone else\u2019s suffering. We are all several hundred gold wealthier than we were before\u2014an enormous sum to the average person\u2014but several less fortunate people are still dead.<\/span><\/p>\n<h3>Sarenith 24 (Sandpoint, Evening)<\/h3>\n<p><span class=\"initial initialfont1\">I<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">showed Ameiko the letter this afternoon. Ana and I grew up with her, so we made plans to meet her at the inn before dinner, where we could talk in private. A couple of the others joined us.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">At first, there was that awkward moment that comes from delivering unexpected news, where you are having two different conversations at the same time. But as our story reached the Minkai chest, and then the <\/span><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Chelish<\/span><\/i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\"> ship bearing the name <\/span><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Kaijitsu Star<\/span><\/i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">, I saw the realization dawning on her. We paused to let the news sink in. I was acutely aware of the sounds from the inn\u2019s common room because the one we were in had become completely silent. There was a long pause before Ameiko spoke.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cA <\/span><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Chelish<\/span><\/i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\"> ship? The <\/span><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Kaijitsu Star<\/span><\/i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">? I\u2026I\u2019ve never heard of any of this. It\u2026it doesn\u2019t make any sense\u2026\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cThere\u2019s more. A lot more.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Ameiko looked at me, and I told her the rest.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cThere was an enchanted sword among the treasure in that cave. We identified it with magic, and it has a name: <\/span><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">The Whispering Shrike.<\/span><\/i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\"> It had a loose hilt, and inside the hilt was this letter.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">I slid it across the desk to her as I went on.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cWe didn\u2019t know what it was, and of course, none of us understands Tien. So I used a spell to read it. We think it was sent to your father from your grandfather. If we had known, I wouldn\u2019t have done it. I\u2019m sorry.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">I watched her read. Ameiko does not always hide her emotions well, and I could follow her progress just by watching her expression change. At one point, she shook her head and, in a frustrated tone, said quietly, \u201cFather, you could have <\/span><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">told<\/span><\/i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\"> me\u2026\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Lonjiku was not a pleasant man. Officially, Ameiko did not have many friends when she was growing up, and even fewer still were allowed in his home (I was one of those few, but I never felt comfortable there). Unofficially, of course, Ameiko would never let her overbearing father dictate her life, and she snuck out of the house so often to do as she pleased that he was either oblivious to it or resigned to her irreverence. I think one reason she stayed at home was that she was all he had left. Family and duty carry considerable weight in her culture.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">This letter, which she confirmed as coming from her grandfather (or, at least bearing his name), teased answers to questions about her father and her family that had been gnawing at her for as long as I\u2019ve known her.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">She thanked us for bringing it to her and asked us to join her for dinner that night. She also, mercifully, said we could keep anything we found out there, heading off a brewing argument over property and salvage rights that was making me sick to my stomach. Ana, Qatana, and I had too much history with Ameiko to think of her family&#8217;s belongings as loot.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">All she wanted was that letter.<\/span><\/p>\n<h3>Sarenith 24 (Sandpoint, Night)<\/h3>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\"><span class=\"initial initialfont1\">D<\/span>inner, as it turned out, involved a few more people than we had expected. Joining us in her private dining room, which was packed tighter than I have ever seen, were Koya, Sandru and, of all people, Shalelu. It was obvious we were not there solely to share a meal together.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">I\u2019ll be honest. I was not the least bit surprised when, after everyone had finished eating, she announced her intention to travel to Brinewall and pursue this family mystery. I would have done it were I in her position. I also wasn\u2019t surprised at her plan to use Sandru\u2019s caravan to get there. She invited all of us to join her\u2014Brinewall being what it was, it would be foolish to go alone\u2014and from there, the other pieces began falling into place.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">I, of course, was going if Ameiko was going, and Anavaru was right there next to me. Qatana wanted any excuse to go anywhere. The others had their own reasons, and when all was said and done, everyone had signed on.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Sandru gave us a quick overview of the trip: a one-way distance of about 500 miles over well-traveled roads that would take roughly 16 days. He did not expect any significant trouble along the way.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">His eyes scanned the room as he spoke, finally locking his gaze on mine. \u201cI have a small caravan of three wagons. Though if we need to make some upgrades or additions, we can talk about that now.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">I swear the smug bastard even winked. And, just like that, I had come full circle.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Several years ago I was standing on the bridge just below the Cathedral, idly watching the wash being carried by the river. There was a maple leaf, large and bright green, drifting along in the current and it would hang up on a rock or a log or some foliage on the surface of the water, then break loose in a spin, meandering further downstream before catching on the next. I followed its slow progress towards town and the harbor beyond.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Ameiko had just left Sandpoint, again, and I was fighting this urge to wallow in self-pity after having lost my best friend. It seems so pathetic now, writing that, but when you\u2019re fifteen, the world is always ending over something that years later you learn is just life. I remember thinking at the time that she might be gone for good\u2014though you could never tell with Ameiko\u2014and what was going through my head boiled down to one question: \u201cNow what?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">I had often come to this bridge when seeking solace, and for a moment that afternoon I almost had it. It\u2019s isolated in a way, a lightly traveled road on the edge of town. Look to the east and you could imagine you were in the forest instead of downwind from a tannery. I found it relaxing and centering. But as the leaf disappeared underneath the wooden planks of the bridge, I caught my reflection in the water and the bottom dropped out of the day. It was like the scene in front of me was my own personal metaphor.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Mom and dad just assumed that I would join the family business, and it\u2019s not like I had given them any reason to think otherwise. This was worse than choosing or not choosing: it was not even acknowledging that I had a choice at all; just letting it happen. Childhood curiosity, an innocuous \u201cWhat are you working on?\u201d here and there, was the spark for that fire. They involved me in the simpler logistics early on, and it burned out of control when I proved to be good at it. Really, <\/span><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">really<\/span><\/i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\"> good. Cargo manifests, bills of lading, customs forms, capacity planning, legal agreements, payment terms\u2026even some preliminary passage planning. And I saw my future spread out ahead of me, sitting behind a desk buried in maps, calculations, paperwork, and forms.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">The leaf didn\u2019t have any say over where it went. I did. The next morning, I became an active participant in my own future for the first time, and chose a path that had nothing to do with the mercantile system.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">And yet, here I was years later, taking Sandru\u2019s bait.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">At least this time, it was my choice.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Sandru could have done this in his sleep but for whatever reason he wanted to involve me in the process. Or maybe he just got a kick out of putting me up to the challenge. It was all very Sandru, playing mentor, big brother, or uncle as the situation warranted.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Fine. Challenge accepted. Move over and let me work.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Ameiko offered up 2,000 gold of her own in financing. Which, first of all, is one hell of a sign of commitment on her part. We were sitting in the last thing I\u2019d seen her commit to, and that was six years ago. Ameiko just didn\u2019t do \u201ccommitment\u201d. On top of that, our little group threw in the bounty from the Soggy River Monster, raising the purse by half. And with that, Sandru and I were off.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">We numbered twelve in all, fourteen with Sandru\u2019s drivers, which meant his three wagons left us almost no margin for error. There was room for improvement, though. We could reinforce the undercarriages to increase our travel speed, and reduce the provisions we&#8217;d need to carry by stopping at settlements along the way. We could even do some trading to offset our expenses.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/www.dungeonetics.com\/gamediary\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/12\/caravan-route-Sandpoint-to-Brinewall.jpg\" rel=\"attachment wp-att-1404\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"size-medium wp-image-1404 alignright\" src=\"https:\/\/www.dungeonetics.com\/gamediary\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/12\/caravan-route-Sandpoint-to-Brinewall-180x300.jpg\" alt=\"Caravan Route: Sandpoint to Brinewall\" width=\"180\" height=\"300\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.dungeonetics.com\/gamediary\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/12\/caravan-route-Sandpoint-to-Brinewall-180x300.jpg 180w, https:\/\/www.dungeonetics.com\/gamediary\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/12\/caravan-route-Sandpoint-to-Brinewall-768x1279.jpg 768w, https:\/\/www.dungeonetics.com\/gamediary\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/12\/caravan-route-Sandpoint-to-Brinewall-615x1024.jpg 615w, https:\/\/www.dungeonetics.com\/gamediary\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/12\/caravan-route-Sandpoint-to-Brinewall-624x1039.jpg 624w, https:\/\/www.dungeonetics.com\/gamediary\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/12\/caravan-route-Sandpoint-to-Brinewall.jpg 1300w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 180px) 100vw, 180px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">It took us a couple of hours, and I think we bored most everyone to sleep, but when Sandru and I were done, we had a plan. We had also worked out roles for everyone to contribute along the way (scouting, cooking, guard duty, and so on), and ensured there were backups for each one.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">And <\/span><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">that<\/span><\/i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\"> is how you plan a caravan.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Apparently, Qatana remembers some of the fundamentals of the business, despite it being more than a decade since she had any reason to use them. The wonders never cease. Throughout the planning discussion, she was pretty alert, even offering her unique brand of helpful advice. (Some of it was actually quite reasonable, such as \u201cIf there is abundant water along the way, pack only dry goods like grains, nuts, dried fruits and salted meats\u201d, but others, like \u201cRound wheels roll better than other shapes\u201d, were less so).<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Our plan calls for a lot of heavy equipment for a small city like Sandpoint, and it\u2019s not going to come together overnight. Sandru estimates that it will take about a week before we\u2019re ready to depart. Which is good, because I really want to go see my parents. When I left, this was only supposed to be a two-week visit. Gods, how things have changed.<\/span><\/p>\n<h3>Sarenith 28 (Magnimar, Night)<\/h3>\n<p><span class=\"initial initialfont1\">T<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">onight I told mom and dad about our trip to Brinewall. I don\u2019t know what I was expecting, but I almost wish I hadn\u2019t done it. I thought they might worry\u2014dad especially\u2014but I never imagined it would end in an argument. I was so angry afterward I just left and spent much of the night down in Ordellia. But I\u2019m getting ahead of myself.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">I showed them the fan and the pin, and told them the abridged version of events in the Brinestump Marsh because this was going to be hard enough as it was. In the end, it probably didn\u2019t matter. As soon as I said I was helping charter and plan a caravan trip to Brinewall, and that I was going to be <\/span><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">on<\/span><\/i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\"> it, everything just stopped. We sat there in silence for I don\u2019t know how long. I don\u2019t remember the last time I saw mom at a loss for words, or dad looking so\u2026blank. Right then, I wanted to take it back and do the evening over again.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Dad recovered first. He spoke quietly but firmly. It\u2019s a voice I knew well, and my stomach twisted in knots as the words came out.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cWhy? <\/span><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Why<\/span><\/i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\"> are you doing this?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">And I realized I didn\u2019t have a good answer. I mean, I did, but how could I explain it? I had been back in Sandpoint for only a few days. What was I supposed to say? That in that time I had reconnected with Anavaru, Ameiko, and Qatana and we were suddenly best friends again? That we\u2019d met some others and gone off on an adventure together, bonding over the blood of goblins, the bones of skeletons, and the hidden beauty of a putrid swampland? That there was a mystery involving an old friend and I wanted to help her find some \u201cclosure\u201d? How do you say that without sounding ridiculous? Without sounding like we were treating our lives as disposable?<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cAmeiko is my friend, dad. We grew up together. Why wouldn\u2019t I help her?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cKali, listen to me: you are talking about <\/span><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Brinewall.<\/span><\/i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\"> Something terrible happened there. Something so terrible that it has been left abandoned ever since. People <\/span><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">do not go there<\/span><\/i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\"> for a reason.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">This was true, but not in the way he was implying. All of Varisia had heard about Brinewall. The residents of the castle and town had simply vanished one day, just a few years before I was born, and no one knew what happened to them. Those who were sent to investigate described a disturbing scene of a normal day interrupted as if the whole town had simply stepped out for tea in the middle of what they were doing and never returned. The native Varisians and Shoanti are a superstitious lot and they invent explanations when none are forthcoming. People avoid Brinewall because 20 years of rumor have been fueled by a frontier land that\u2019s bathed in mysticism. Depending on who you ask, Brinewall is either cursed, haunted, or both.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cAnd that reason may have something to do with her family\u2019s history. She needs to know. She <\/span><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">deserves<\/span><\/i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\"> to know.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cMaybe she does. But you do not need to go with her.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">And if the mood was awkward and tense before, it suddenly got much worse. I knew where this was headed, but I couldn\u2019t stop myself.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cShe\u2019s my friend and I am not going to walk away from her.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cBecause she never did the same to you?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">And there it was. I couldn\u2019t keep my temper under control. \u201cThat is <\/span><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">not<\/span><\/i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\"> fair! Not to her, and not to me!<\/span><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201c<\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">OK, fine, Ameiko had left and she had changed, and yes that had hurt. But reducing her life to just this event was wrong, and it was also a cheap shot. The rest of what we said to each other I don\u2019t remember well enough to write down. Let\u2019s just say it was mercifully short, and gratifyingly loud. At least, it felt that way at the time. Now? I just want to throw up. What I do remember is that mom never said a word. Not one word.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">It was a long walk to Ordellia, but I needed the time to calm down anyway. The district is mostly foreigners and is one of the few places in Magnimar where I actually blended in. I didn\u2019t have a destination in mind, and except for a brief visit to the Rose and Rake, I didn\u2019t go anywhere particularly memorable. I just wanted to be anonymous and clear my head, something easily accomplished with a few drinks and plenty of crowds. After a couple of hours alone with my thoughts, I was feeling pretty awful about how dinner had gone, what I\u2019d said to dad, and how little I had tried to avoid an argument. So. Mission accomplished, I guess.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Despite its active nightlife, Lowcleft is not the safest place for a woman to be walking alone after dark. But the route along the docks would take me twice as long, and I just wanted to get home. I got propositioned and catcalled a half-dozen times by an assortment of people. But I am not a complete fool, and Nihali was discreetly watching over me, fluttering between rooftops. She was a hole in the night sky; a shadow in shadows. Even <\/span><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">I<\/span><\/i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\"> couldn\u2019t see her, and I more or less knew where she was. As I crossed into the neighboring district, her agitation told me that someone had decided I was worth following. I was too lost in thought to notice the \u201cvictim\u201d sign that had been hung around my neck.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">It\u2019s generally dangerous to posture in Magnimar, but as a woman, the rules are a little different because there are no guarantees about where the assailant draws the line. You need to establish that you will protect yourself by any means possible as soon as possible, <\/span><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">so why don\u2019t you just move along<\/span><\/i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">. I\u2019ve had to do it a few times, but tonight I was not armed with anything other than my dagger. Magic is a terrible deterrent because you have to use it for people to get the message, especially when you don\u2019t look the part.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Note to self: next time you stomp off in anger, try to plan ahead.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">I was already in a mood, though, so I decided to put a stop to this before it even got that far. With Nihali\u2019s distress as a guide, I slowed to let my suitor get closer, waited until I passed through a suitably dark shadow, and tried a new spell I had learned. A temporary pothole opened in the cobblestone pavement immediately behind me, and a satisfying <\/span><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">thump<\/span><\/i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\"> followed by a mental snicker from my familiar told me my friend had tripped and fallen on his face.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">By the time he was back on his feet, I had reached the crowded square at the base of the Seacleft and the Irespan. My second spell sent fog billowing out around me, and I let the confusion buy me enough time to disappear into the crowd. By the time I reached the top of the hill, I no longer had company.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">I could officially get my hands slapped for doing that in the middle of town, but as I said, I was in a mood. They\u2019d have to catch me first.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">I reached my parents\u2019 home in Naos a little before midnight. Mom was still up, and she knocked quietly on my door just as I settled in and started to write. We talked for a little bit, and this time, I managed to stay civil and calm. See? I\u2019m learning.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cI\u2019m not a child anymore, mom.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cNo, you\u2019re not. But your father is allowed to be worried, and he does have a point.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cI\u2019m not going there alone. There are twelve of us, including Shalelu. <\/span><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">We can do this<\/span><\/i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cAnd how hard did you try to explain that to us, earlier?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Heart-to-hearts with mom have this way of making me feel bad.<\/span><\/p>\n<h3>Sarenith 29 (Magnimar, Noon)<\/h3>\n<p><span class=\"initial initialfont1\">D<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">ad and I apologized to each other this morning. Me for starting a fight that didn\u2019t need to happen, and him for making a dig that was more personal than it needed to be. It was fine. We talked it out. I took my own advice (and mom\u2019s) and told him more about our group and what each of us can do, and how we worked together in the marsh, and that seemed to put him more at ease.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">There was one moment in that conversation that really stood out, though. He said, \u201cIt\u2019s not what you tell us, it\u2019s what you <\/span><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">don\u2019t<\/span><\/i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\"> tell us. You hide things from us, Kali. You always have.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">I felt like an open book, then. Just how much did they know?<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Dad reviewed my preliminary caravan plans and, surprise, had no changes to suggest. As I said, I am good at this. 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