T<\/span>oday we confirmed that Kimandatsu killed\u00a0Silverskorr. Qatana used a spell to speak with the dead, and the ogre mage’s eyes opened and stared blankly into the distance. The whole thing was a macabre puppet show. Her eyes and mouth twitched as she spoke, and we saw unnatural flashes of her tongue as she answered Qatana’s questions in a rasping, lifeless\u00a0voice.<\/p>\n This is what our lives have become.<\/p>\n I sent word to Lute in case it would help. Not that it was proof he could use, but at least he could make the claim with confidence.<\/p>\n On the way\u00a0over, I also stopped to send a letter home, and to hire a solicitor to deliver\u00a0a small package to Helva. I am sure she’ll appreciate the contents. I have had enough of\u00a0Kimandatsu, Snorri Stone-Eye, and the Rimerunners Guild, and right now I just want to watch it all burn. Part of me wishes we could witness\u00a0the fallout from Lute’s little meeting with the Crown, but of course\u00a0it would be foolish to stay here too long. It is just a matter of time before\u00a0the Five Storms figure out what happened and come looking for answers. We need to\u00a0disappear long before that.<\/p>\n The Five Storms. Who comes up with these names? That is what\u00a0Ameiko, and by extension, we<\/em>, are up against. Apparently the divine right to rule is\u00a0taken fairly literally over there. From what we could piece together from Kimandatsu’s answers and Suishen, they were responsible\u00a0for a widespread, and highly successful, assassination campaign against the five royal families of Minkai.\u00a0Ameiko’s grandfather had the foresight to see what was unfolding around him, and\u00a0got his family out before the oni caught up to\u00a0them.<\/p>\n Whatever puppet government rules there now is apparently unpopular, and more importantly, suspected to be illegitimate. The return of an Amatatsu, someone with that divine right to rule, could serve as a catalyst for a genuine uprising.\u00a0We just need to get her there.<\/p>\n We’re going to make the crossing now, at the worst possible time. The idea is, if we wait until the right season, we’ll probably\u00a0not live to see it. If we leave now, on what looks like a suicide journey across the Crown in the dead of winter, and take our time doing it, it will look like we ran off in a panic and\u00a0died in the attempt. The trick will be surviving\u00a0our own cleverness.<\/p>\n A<\/span>meiko joined me at the Shrine again today. She has been playing her samisen while I practice with Shiro. Which is actually kind of amazing. Dancing to her music is very inspiriting and also kind of nostalgic. It recaptures some of the\u00a0feelings I\u00a0had when we were growing up.<\/p>\n We had a long talk on the way back to the caravan.<\/p>\n “You know, I never thought I’d see the day when you swung a weapon. I mean, really<\/em> swung one.”<\/p>\n “I prefer the dance. And I know. Please<\/em> don’t remind me.”<\/p>\n She grinned at me. “Maybe I<\/em> should have tried music back then.”<\/p>\n When the bullying turned violent—genuinely violent—Ameiko\u00a0didn’t teach me to fight: she taught me to\u00a0avoid<\/em> fights. How to be alert for trouble; how to get away if I was cornered. It worked most of the time. When it didn’t, she was usually there with a potion lifted from her dad’s storeroom.<\/p>\n “I’m glad\u00a0we did it the way that we did,” I said.<\/p>\n “Yeah. Me, too.”<\/p>\n We walked in silence for a bit and I could tell she had something on her mind. She gets this faraway look when she is deep in thought. I decided not to press her on it. She’d tell me, or not. You didn’t force things with Ameiko.<\/p>\n After a couple of blocks like this, she finally said, “When we left Riddleport, I was a nervous wreck. I didn’t know if I could do this.”<\/p>\n I smiled. “Tell me about it.”<\/p>\n “No, not the trip<\/em>, Kali. The whole thing<\/em>!\u00a0The ‘ruler of my empire’ part. At first I didn’t even want to say the words<\/em>.”<\/p>\n What do you say to that? There were no secrets like this in my family. No one was hiding their past from anyone. I had no idea what she was going through. Fortunately, she saved me from having to come up with some kind of a response.<\/p>\n “But, and this is what’s strange, as we get closer and closer to it, I actually feel like…I don’t know. Like, it’s what I am supposed to do<\/em>. It’s just gradually feeling more…normal. More right.”<\/p>\n This\u00a0actually took me aback. The first time Olmas had a conversation with her about her role and importance, I thought she was going to\u00a0lose it. Like, it might actually come to blows. Even Suishen had stopped baiting her on the topic, and baiting people is all Suishen seems to do.<\/p>\n “This is a long way from almost punching the last person who called you ‘princess’,” I said.<\/p>\n She grinned at that. “Yeah. I guess I have just grown more accustomed to it. Still, it won’t be like the old days, will it?”<\/p>\n “That’s an understatement if ever I have heard one.”<\/p>\n “Do you think they’d let me sneak off for an adventure, or a night of singing in a tavern?” She gave me a wry smile, but\u00a0I knew she was only half-joking. I played along, anyway.<\/p>\n “Oh, Gods<\/em>, can you imagine? You’d put the entire country\u00a0in a panic! I don’t know what would be worse, you disappearing, or them finding their empress in a common\u00a0tavern<\/em>.”<\/p>\n We had a good laugh over this, imagining the possibilities. Then the laughter stopped as abruptly as it started. I looked over to her and saw that her face had gone completely pale. She looked nauseas.<\/p>\n “Ameiko? Are you OK?”<\/p>\n “I almost ruined everything.”<\/p>\n “Huh? What do you mean?” Genius that I am.<\/p>\n “I really screwed up, Kali,” she said, in a shaky, faint voice. There as a small park up ahead and I steered us over to a bench as she spoke. “I just wanted to get out to the Jade Quarter, you know? To learn some more about…” Her voice trailed off.<\/p>\n She sat down on the large, wooden bench.\u00a0It was probably sized right for an Ulfen, but for us it was big and uncomfortable. But it was a place to sit.<\/p>\n “I even disguised myself, you know? I am still pretty good at that. And I thought I had done really well and could just…blend in. Not be noticed. Like I used to do. And instead…” Her voice broke then. “I am so sorry<\/em>, Kali. You all are doing this for me<\/em>, and I almost wrecked everything!”<\/p>\n She buried her face in her hands. I put an arm around her and she leaned into me. We sat there for I don’t know how long. A few minutes, I think. I knew better than to say “it’s OK” because, well, because\u00a0it wasn’t<\/em> OK, and she knew it, and patronizing her wasn’t going to help. But neither would lecturing.<\/p>\n I finally worked up the courage to say something.<\/p>\n “Ameiko, when we raided Ravenscraeg, we went in there without any protection against poison. None<\/em>. I mean, that very morning before we left, they put that arrow into the side of the wagon, and it was coated with the most expensive, most exotic, most deadly poison known to man. You would think we would have gotten the message.”<\/p>\n Ameiko looked up at me, her face red and a little puffy, and said, “This is not making me feel better, Kali.”<\/p>\n I ignored her and went on. “The point<\/em> is, we all<\/em> made mistakes. Mistakes that could have gotten us killed. Ours\u00a0almost got Olmas<\/em> killed. No one blames you. I don’t blame you. We all ended up in over our heads.”<\/p>\n She thought about this and I watched a tiny smile appear at the very corner of her lips. “That was<\/em> pretty stupid of you all.”<\/p>\n “That’s the spirit,” I said. “Anyone who wants to give you a hard time over this needs to look in a mirror first. And, they’ll have to go through me<\/em>, too.”<\/p>\n Her smile became a tiny snort. “Gods, Kali, I<\/em> can go through you.”<\/p>\n “Me and Qatana, then.”<\/p>\n I got her to laugh, which was a good sign, I think.<\/p>\n Her voice was steadier now. “Let’s get back.”<\/p>\n W<\/span>e had a going away party for Etayne tonight. Is that the right word? Party? It didn’t feel like a celebration. Or rather, it did until it didn’t. I guess it just really hit me, right then and there, that she was leaving. I got up to get another drink, but instead\u00a0just kept walking out the door.<\/p>\n Qatana found me several minutes later, sitting out front.<\/p>\n “Is everything OK?” she asked.<\/p>\n “No,” was all I could muster for an answer.<\/p>\n She looked at me and then, in what I can only describe as classic Qatana fashion, asked, “Does this have something to do with your hair?”<\/p>\n I had given it the first of what will be several growth spurts the day we left Kalsgard. I didn’t expect it to go unnoticed, of course, I just would have preferred better timing for that conversation.<\/p>\n “No, it’s not related to my hair. I am just growing it out. I am literally<\/em> growing it out.”<\/p>\n This is not what I wanted to talk about, but it’s Qatana. You have to answer the question. Thoroughly.<\/p>\n “It’s just a spell I learned,” I added.<\/p>\n “Oh. So what’s wrong, then?”<\/p>\n “People keep leaving.”<\/p>\n I don’t know why it was affecting me like\u00a0it did, but it was. I didn’t really expect Kelda to stay on with us, of course, but then Herlgarval announced it was time for him to move on. Then Spivey was next. And finally\u00a0Etayne, who had been with us since the beginning.<\/p>\n “I saw some mice in the building out back. Do you want to go try and catch them?”<\/p>\n And, believe it or not, that actually sounded comforting. “Yeah. Yeah, I’d like that.”<\/p>\n We returned to the party a while later with several in tow.<\/p>\n T<\/span>he last few\u00a0weeks\u00a0have been a grind. The days are all running together, and the landscape has barely changed since crossing the mountains, just like the routine. Each day we get up, break our fast, travel 5 hours, stop for lunch, travel again, and then stop for the night and for dinner. (Well, the others eat. Thanks to\u00a0the ring, I only nibble here and there for the tastes.)<\/p>\n My day doesn’t end there. I work the next several hours enchanting one in\u00a0a seemingly endless string of items for myself and the\u00a0others: earrings that protect me from the elements, boots so Sparna can keep up with us, a huge\u00a0extra-dimensional storage bag, beads to make campfires, even a halter for Kasimir. As I said: a grind.<\/p>\n The catch? I can’t really<\/em> complain because we need<\/em>\u00a0all this stuff. You know, if we want to live. Gods, that sounds so trite. But it’s true.<\/p>\n I need a change in scenery. I am trying not to think of what it\u00a0will be like on the ice.<\/p>\n S<\/span>kygni met up with us in the foothills of the Rimethirst Mountains. So far he seems content to simply shadow the caravan from a distance, disappearing from time to time to hunt. It’s only been a couple of days, but I have to admit I\u00a0feel less trepidatious about his presence than I did back in Ravenscraeg. The few times he’s interacted with us he’s actually been polite.<\/p>\n What does it say when the winter wolf has better manners than the sword?<\/p>\n I<\/span>s this what our journey is going to be? One sad and depressing\u00a0scene after another? The frost giant that attacked us wasn’t just old, he looked haggard. Worn down. One of the others, Sparna I think, inspected his axe and said it was so rusted and decrepit\u00a0that it wasn’t worth repairing.<\/p>\n We tracked him\u00a0back to the cave where had had been living with his winter wolf companions (what a tense moment that was: my fear was that Skygni was not going to take to us fighting others of his kind, but\u00a0it\u00a0was clearly not an issue). This was about what you would expect. Rags, bones, and not much else. He was living the dream.<\/p>\n Not too far from\u00a0the cave entrance was a wrecked caravan wagon. Inside we found the remains of a man that, amazingly, Ulf recognized. Apparently he was another Crown guide. We asked Ulf if he would like to bury the body\u00a0and he said yes, so we held a small ceremony and put him to rest.<\/p>\n Welcome to the Crown of the World.<\/p>\n W<\/span>e spotted a silver dragon today. At first I was scared to death, because it was a dragon<\/em>, but then once we figured out it was silver instead of white most everyone, including me, relaxed. It shadowed us for a while, doing lazy circles and loops in the sky\u00a0above us.<\/p>\n Dragons are quite beautiful once you stop being terrified.<\/p>\n Ulf wants to visit\u00a0a small village off the main path before hitting the ice. He has never traveled during the “off season” (as he calls it) so he wants to get some more information on the road ahead. Fair enough. We have a guide for a reason.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" Arodus 18, 4712 (evening, Kalsgard) Today we confirmed that Kimandatsu killed\u00a0Silverskorr. 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Arodus 26, 4712 (night, Turvik)<\/h4>\n
Rova 14, 4712 (noon, The Path of Aganhei in the Middle of Fucking Nowhere)<\/h4>\n
Rova 20, 4712 (evening, Path of Aganhei, Rimethirst Mountains)<\/h4>\n
Rova 23, 4712 (night, Path of Aganhei, Urjuk)<\/h4>\n
Ramashan 6, 4712 (evening)<\/h4>\n