{"id":3924,"date":"2018-11-10T11:36:21","date_gmt":"2018-11-10T19:36:21","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.dungeonetics.com\/gamediary\/?p=3924"},"modified":"2026-09-26T14:51:59","modified_gmt":"2026-09-26T21:51:59","slug":"kalis-journal-desnus-26-28-4713","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.dungeonetics.com\/gamediary\/kalis-journal-desnus-26-28-4713\/","title":{"rendered":"Kali&#8217;s Journal &#8211; Desnus 26 &#8211; 28, 4713"},"content":{"rendered":"<h3>Desnus 26 (Seinaru Heikiko, Night)<\/h3>\n<p><span class=\"initial initialfont1\">O<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">kay. I just had to know. While Zosi was guiding the wagon, I climbed up front and asked, \u201cWhy were you so curious about whether I had\u2026about what had happened to me?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">He turned to stare at the gorgon, or what he\u2019d made out of it. \u201cThere is so much to life and the shells we occupy.\u201d He looked out ahead at nothing at all, or something I couldn\u2019t see. \u201cI have enjoyed this cycle as a gnome. They are astounding for their size.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Wait. What?<\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">He shook his head dismissively, as if he knew what I was thinking. \u201cNo, I don\u2019t have any attachment or recollection of my past incarnations. But I do believe that they did exist. Much like the power of Alchemy, we transform the physical and migrate the anima into the next shell. But this time? I plan to gather that information.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">He was talking about reincarnation.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">It is widely believed among followers of Irori that those who achieve perfection in life go to his side to serve him in death. Those who fall short are reincarnated to begin the journey anew. That would make him the only deity that embraces it as part of his tenets. Most others frown upon it, though they don\u2019t necessarily object to it, either (that includes Pharasma).<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Otherwise, the practice is the domain of the druidic faiths and witchcraft.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Zosi turned to look at me. \u201cShould something extinguish this shell, I don\u2019t want to be anchored to it. My chosen method of restoration will be reincarnation so that I may experience the transformation of matter but retain this stream of consciousness. My plan is to purchase a scroll and keep it handy.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">I nodded. \u201cI understand; I\u2019ll honor your wishes.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cThe only problem I see is\u2026the one who is all fixed on endings.\u201d <\/span><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Qatana<\/span><\/i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">. He shook his head. \u201cGroetus. I don\u2019t know much about the divine; I appreciate all they did to create this world. But this Groetus, if the crazy one speaks truth about it, will be the undoing of it all. It\u2019s a dark god with a dark path, and I don\u2019t want her involved in my return.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cI don\u2019t trust that her very own transformation is not happening right now, moving her anima toward a destructive darkness. Her delight in the death of others is unsettling. It is one thing when it is a monster from another realm\u2026 but fellow humanoid races.\u201d He shook his head sadly, \u201cI know my words hold little weight. You\u2019ve traveled for so long that you are mostly blind to the madness that dictates her conduct, but someday, I think this veil of trust will be lifted. I just hope it is before she turns on Ameiko.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Why does Qatana always have to make things so complicated?<\/span><\/i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\"> It\u2019s a question I\u2019ve asked myself many times, and it\u2019s one with no answer.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">I know why he was worried. And I get it. I really do. But it was a skewed perception, one that didn\u2019t accurately reflect who she was.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cI grew up with Qatana. I probably know her better than anyone, though admittedly that is not difficult, and sometimes I feel I don\u2019t know her at all. I understand why you\u2019re worried.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cWhen she was nine years old, her parents were killed in front of her, and she was sold into slavery. I thought I\u2019d never see her again, but she was rescued by Shalelu, and she returned home nearly a year later.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cFor most of that year she was forced to do\u2026terrible things. I\u2019ve heard the stories. They are horrible enough that I don\u2019t feel I have the right\u2026they are <\/span><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">her<\/span><\/i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\"> stories, and not mine to tell.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cShe doesn\u2019t delight in killing people. Not exactly. But she has developed a strong, if not extreme, animosity towards those who abuse and exploit others. Her attachment to Groetus is\u2026a coping mechanism, I think. She knows she can\u2019t save a world filled with misery. She welcomes the end times not because she relishes destruction, but because it will do what she cannot: end all suffering, everywhere.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">I don\u2019t know if this helped her case or hurt it.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">We ended the day on a much lighter note: I listened to stories about his cat.<\/span><\/p>\n<h3>Desnus 27 (Sakakabe, Night)<\/h3>\n<p><span class=\"initial initialfont1\">S<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">omeone continues to spy on us. My spell alerted me earlier this evening as we were looking for an inn. With a bit of experimentation I was able to determine that the target was Ameiko, which is <\/span><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">just fucking great<\/span><\/i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">. It means whoever is watching us probably knows who she is.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">I tried to get an image of the spell caster but it didn\u2019t work. Which is also just great. Magic can be so unreliable. One wonders how casters rise to such positions of power when our spells fail half the time.<\/span><\/p>\n<h3>Desnus 28 (Sakakabe, Late Morning)<\/h3>\n<p><span class=\"initial initialfont1\">A<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">nother day, another attempt to spy on us. Once again, I tried to reverse the conduit to get a look at the voyeur, and once again it failed. This time we didn\u2019t terminate the offending spell, but let it run its course as a rough gauge of the other caster\u2019s power, and it lasted a quarter of an hour. Which is quite a bit longer than I can manage, and that has me nervous. Very, very nervous.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Should it? Maybe. Maybe not. I know what <\/span><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">my<\/span><\/i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\"> capabilities would be if I were that skilled, and suffice it to say that I\u2019d be doing more than just watching. A <\/span><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">lot<\/span><\/i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\"> more. Either they are content with watching us, or they have help. Help that is powerful, but limited in its scope.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">We found a decorative samisen to present to O-Kohaku as a gift. I used a spell to etch the teahouse\u2019s logo\u2014a cherry blossom\u2014on it to give it that added personal touch. Hopefully this will be enough of a gesture to secure an audience with her.<\/span><\/p>\n<h3>Desnus 28 (Jikko River, Night)<\/h3>\n<p><span class=\"initial initialfont1\">G<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">ods, what a day. We are now searching for a missing geisha by the name of O-Sayumi. As I feared, establishing Ameiko\u2019s legitimacy is requiring us to prove our honor through an endless string of favors.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">That being said, O-Sayumi\u2019s story is rather disturbing, so we are pretty motivated to get to the bottom of it. She worked as a geisha in the Kiniro Kyomai teahouse and was apparently very popular with a long list of regular clients who ask specifically for her. One of these clients was a rather well-known pearl merchant named Yugureda Shosaito, only he was more or less obsessed with her and kept inviting her to his home for a \u201cprivate performance\u201d. For the longest time she refused, but then one day, without warning or explanation, she accepted\u2026and she hasn\u2019t been seen since.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Strangely enough, she seems to have predicted her own disappearance. I would have found this unusual many months ago, but now? I just accept it as fact that she may be a talented seer. She left clues behind in the form of notes, verbal messages, and curiosities: a strange puzzle box or inro, and a vase.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">The inro is filled with three items that are obviously important but in a bafflingly obtuse way. In other words: we don\u2019t know what any of it means. Either she was too clever, we\u2019re too dim, or we haven\u2019t come across whatever it is that will make sense of it all. I am hoping for the latter, but worried it\u2019s the former. What if it never makes sense to us?<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">We traced the inro back to its sculptor, who then brought out the vase. It depicted an image of a kappa, and when we turned it over, we found cucumber-scented bath salts stuck inside the unusually deep recess in the bottom. The sculptor explained that he made these items at her request and to her exact specifications, and that she told him to give this vase to the honorable people who were seeking her. This implies she foresaw her future <\/span><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">weeks<\/span><\/i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\"> in advance, to a level of detail and precision that I had not thought possible.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">The vase led us to where we are now: the home of The Wise Kappa, Numataro-sama, whom O-Sayumi had referred to as her uncle.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Obviously, they are not related by blood. From Numataro-sama, we learned that O-Sayumi\u2019s mother had been killed by a monstrous tiger when O-Sayumi was just an infant. Her mother knew she was being hunted, and she hid O-Sayumi\u2019s basket under a bush before the tiger caught up to her. The kappa found the infant and raised her as his own until she was old enough to need the company of other humans.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">The kappa believes it was Shosaito that had O-Sayumi\u2019s mother killed. He also believes the merchant is a powerful wizard and an all-around shitty person. Which would, of course, follow from the whole \u201ckilled her mother\u201d thing. And by the way? I have to agree with the \u201cwizard\u201d assessment. We can see the island where Shosaito lives; it\u2019s surrounded by dark shadows and the landscape there seems drained of color. Whatever he is up to, I am betting it is to no good, because <\/span><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">come on<\/span><\/i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">. Can you be any more obvious?<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Why did O-Sayumi agree to visit him? Everyone who knew her agrees that Shosaito made her uncomfortable and that she would <\/span><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">never<\/span><\/i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\"> willingly go to his home. Which suggests she wasn&#8217;t willing at all: she was coerced or blackmailed somehow. It&#8217;s only a theory, but right now it&#8217;s the only one that fits.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">We now have a dilemma on our hands. We must go see this pearl merchant turned wizard turned kidnapper, but we also have Ameiko with us because we\u2019re currently being hunted, and she\u2019s arguably safer with us than sitting in an immobile fortress that is far from being a secret. And because we have Ameiko with us, we also have Shalelu and Koya with us, and there is absolutely no way we are bringing Koya into something this dangerous, and I have strong reservations about Shalelu as well. But we can\u2019t leave them alone, either, because see above.<\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Desnus 26 (Seinaru Heikiko, Night) O kay. I just had to know. While Zosi was guiding the wagon, I climbed up front and asked, \u201cWhy were you so curious about whether I had\u2026about what had happened to me?\u201d He turned to stare at the gorgon, or what he\u2019d made out of it. \u201cThere is so [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_acf_changed":false,"_import_markdown_pro_load_document_selector":0,"_import_markdown_pro_submit_text_textarea":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[32],"class_list":["post-3924","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-journal","tag-kali"],"acf":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.dungeonetics.com\/gamediary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3924","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.dungeonetics.com\/gamediary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.dungeonetics.com\/gamediary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.dungeonetics.com\/gamediary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.dungeonetics.com\/gamediary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=3924"}],"version-history":[{"count":15,"href":"https:\/\/www.dungeonetics.com\/gamediary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3924\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":5721,"href":"https:\/\/www.dungeonetics.com\/gamediary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3924\/revisions\/5721"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.dungeonetics.com\/gamediary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=3924"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.dungeonetics.com\/gamediary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=3924"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.dungeonetics.com\/gamediary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=3924"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}