{"id":3999,"date":"2019-01-01T11:30:13","date_gmt":"2019-01-01T19:30:13","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.dungeonetics.com\/gamediary\/?p=3999"},"modified":"2026-09-26T14:57:40","modified_gmt":"2026-09-26T21:57:40","slug":"kalis-journal-desnus-29-4713-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.dungeonetics.com\/gamediary\/kalis-journal-desnus-29-4713-2\/","title":{"rendered":"Kali&#8217;s Journal &#8211; Desnus 29, 4713"},"content":{"rendered":"<h3>Desnus 29 (Yugureda Shosaito Home, Early Afternoon)<\/h3>\n<p><span class=\"initial initialfont1\">S<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">hosaito obviously didn\u2019t want anyone stumbling across his unseemly research, but living on a private island with a murderous pet nue while surrounding himself with undead of his own making apparently wasn\u2019t secluded enough. To fix this galling error, he created a maze in the shadow plane and linked it between his sake cellar and his laboratory. Because that\u2019s where everyone puts their shadow plane mazes, obviously.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">I don\u2019t know what he was thinking. The shadow plane is <\/span><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">dangerous<\/span><\/i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">, and leaving it open to the material plane like that is equal parts brazen and blithe. Shadows, kytons, nightshades\u2026these creatures and worse could literally just wander through at any time, placing untold numbers of people in very real danger. But from what I can tell from his research journal and personal diaries, Shosaito did not have a strong grasp on the concept of consequences. Frankly, I am surprised he survived his own recklessness.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">O-Sayumi\u2019s clues led us almost straight to her. It was Ivan who figured it out. It wasn\u2019t just the objects inside her inro, but their numbers: one silk cocoon, two rings, and three camphorwood beads. She had divined the correct path through the maze and left us a tactile map of the gates in their correct order. We have no idea what would have happened had we chosen the wrong path, but if the mirror traps were any indicator, we would have been licking some wounds at best.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">While we did find O-Sayumi, what we weren\u2019t expecting was to see another woman with her; their bodies sat, unmoving, on the floor of a lavishly decorated sitting room. Ivan\u2019s spell said they were neither alive nor dead, but I could tell there was a spell in place to prevent them from decomposing. We later learned that the elderly woman was Shosaito\u2019s current wife, and that\u2019s when the whole story came into clear focus.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">He tried to place her soul in O-Sayumi\u2019s body. In his journals, he comments on how much O-Sayumi resembles her long-dead mother, Kaori, the woman he had murdered. I don\u2019t understand what goes through the mind of someone who would kill his first wife, then lust after his own daughter to the point of placing the soul of his second wife in her body. What is wrong with people?<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Maybe it\u2019s best not to ask because I really don\u2019t want to know the answer. We\u2019ve confronted many people who have thoroughly corrupted themselves for a supposedly higher cause, but none who had done so purely for selfish reasons. And I am not sure which is worse. There\u2019s no scale for something like this.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">I was not surprised to learn that a man careless enough to create a portal to the shadow plane was also overconfident in his own abilities. His spell went awry, and though his wife\u2019s soul was pulled from her body, it did not enter the pearl he used as the magical jar. Unwilling to return O-Sayumi to <\/span><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">her<\/span><\/i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\"> body, as that would permanently break the spell and leave his wife\u2019s soul lost forever, he simply\u2026kept them here, like this, and continued his work, desperately searching for magic that would safely reverse what he had done.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">That magic was far beyond him, and it is far beyond us as well. We did the only thing we could do: forcibly break his spell and return O-Sayumi. His wife is now lost forever, her soul condemned to wander the planes, unable to pass on, out of even Pharasma\u2019s reach, and unable to return to life. It\u2019s a horrible thing.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">At first, I was upset about this, to the point where someone\u2014I don\u2019t even remember who\u2014asked why I was spending so much time trying to figure out how to fix it. I answered, \u201cBecause it was not her fault.\u201d And that\u2019s true. Shosaito\u2019s notes show he tried to get his wife to support what he was doing, but she refused. But he did it anyway, without her knowledge. It\u2019s sickening.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">But then we spoke with O-Sayumi and learned his wife knew that he had corrupted the lives of the others on their island. That she was complicit in turning the villagers and their house staff into undead. It was not that, but this business with her soul, that was the bridge too far. And that is what did it for me. \u201c<\/span><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">That<\/span><\/i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\"> was where the line was?\u201d I said to no one in particular. \u201cNot \u2018let\u2019s make undead from our house staff\u2019, or \u2018let\u2019s unleash ghoul fever on the village\u2019?\u201d Eternal punishment may be disproportionate to her crime, but she was far from innocent.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Perhaps, some day, Ashava will find her and lead her home.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/www.dungeonetics.com\/gamediary\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/01\/DSC_3397.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignright size-medium wp-image-4018\" src=\"https:\/\/www.dungeonetics.com\/gamediary\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/01\/DSC_3397-300x169.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"169\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.dungeonetics.com\/gamediary\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/01\/DSC_3397-300x169.jpg 300w, https:\/\/www.dungeonetics.com\/gamediary\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/01\/DSC_3397-768x432.jpg 768w, https:\/\/www.dungeonetics.com\/gamediary\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/01\/DSC_3397-624x351.jpg 624w, https:\/\/www.dungeonetics.com\/gamediary\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/01\/DSC_3397.jpg 800w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">The island is empty now. Yugureda Shosaito is dead. His wife is dead. His nue companion, the one that killed O-Sayumi\u2019s mother, is dead. The manananggal and lacedons have been destroyed. It\u2019s probably the first time in years that this island has seen fresh air.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">I can\u2019t wait to leave it.<\/span><\/p>\n<h3>Desnus 29 (Namidakame Lagoon, Mid-Afternoon)<\/h3>\n<p><span class=\"initial initialfont1\">I<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">stand corrected. <\/span><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Now<\/span><\/i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">, this island is empty. Much to our surprise, Shosaito\u2019s personal barge was crewed by ja noi oni. Because <\/span><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">of course<\/span><\/i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\"> it was. Oni are the flies in humanity\u2019s garbage heap.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Destroying ja noi oni is something we\u2019ve recently gotten pretty good at, to the point where it was impossible for me to take them seriously. There were only a dozen of them, which was about as threatening as a petting zoo. Of course they were too dim to figure this out, even as we were mercilessly grinding them up. But what <\/span><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">really<\/span><\/i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\"> gets me is, they weren\u2019t sent here to kill us. They didn\u2019t know who we were or who was with us. The Five Storms weren\u2019t ordering them around. They were just some random oni, fighting to the last man to protect a <\/span><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">barge<\/span><\/i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">. Did it not occur to them that this wasn\u2019t something worth dying for?<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Maybe, like goblins, they really think that, no matter how bad the odds, they\u2019ll be the one that turns it around. That they\u2019ll succeed where their companions have failed and died. It makes a certain kind of sense.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">I wish I\u2019d had more lethal spells prepared, and said as much after the last of them had been cut down. This earned me a number of looks, and a bizarre debate with Ivan when he asked me why I thought it was OK to kill oni but not, say, people.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cThey\u2019re not real.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cWhat do you mean, they aren\u2019t real? Of course they\u2019re real.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cThey\u2019re not from here. Not from our world or our plane. They aren\u2019t real people.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cThey\u2019re <\/span><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">both<\/span><\/i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\"> outsiders <\/span><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">and<\/span><\/i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\"> native to this plane.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cThey\u2019re evil spirits, manifested in humanoid bodies. They don\u2019t count.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Obviously, he doesn\u2019t get it. But then again, none of the others seem to, either. Except maybe Ameiko. And sometimes I wonder even about her.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">There\u2019s a saying about how if you can\u2019t get anyone to see reason, then maybe you\u2019re the one who is being unreasonable. This is not a comforting thought.<\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Desnus 29 (Yugureda Shosaito Home, Early Afternoon) S hosaito obviously didn\u2019t want anyone stumbling across his unseemly research, but living on a private island with a murderous pet nue while surrounding himself with undead of his own making apparently wasn\u2019t secluded enough. 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