Desnus 26 (Seinaru Heikiko, Night)
O
kay. I just had to know. While Zosi was guiding the wagon, I climbed up front and asked, “Why were you so curious about whether I had…about what had happened to me?”
He turned to stare at the gorgon, or what he’d made out of it. “There is so much to life and the shells we occupy.” He looked out ahead at nothing at all, or something I couldn’t see. “I have enjoyed this cycle as a gnome. They are astounding for their size.”
Wait. What?
He shook his head dismissively, as if he knew what I was thinking. “No, I don’t have any attachment or recollection of my past incarnations. But I do believe that they did exist. Much like the power of Alchemy, we transform the physical and migrate the anima into the next shell. But this time? I plan to gather that information.”
He was talking about reincarnation.
It is widely believed among followers of Irori that those who achieve perfection in life go to his side to serve him in death. Those who fall short are reincarnated to begin the journey anew. That would make him the only deity that embraces it as part of his tenets. Most others frown upon it, though they don’t necessarily object to it, either (that includes Pharasma).
Otherwise, the practice is the domain of the druidic faiths and witchcraft.
Zosi turned to look at me. “Should something extinguish this shell, I don’t want to be anchored to it. My chosen method of restoration will be reincarnation so that I may experience the transformation of matter but retain this stream of consciousness. My plan is to purchase a scroll and keep it handy.”
I nodded. “I understand; I’ll honor your wishes.”
“The only problem I see is…the one who is all fixed on endings.” Qatana. He shook his head. “Groetus. I don’t know much about the divine; I appreciate all they did to create this world. But this Groetus, if the crazy one speaks truth about it, will be the undoing of it all. It’s a dark god with a dark path, and I don’t want her involved in my return.
“I don’t trust that her very own transformation is not happening right now, moving her anima toward a destructive darkness. Her delight in the death of others is unsettling. It is one thing when it is a monster from another realm… but fellow humanoid races.” He shook his head sadly, “I know my words hold little weight. You’ve traveled for so long that you are mostly blind to the madness that dictates her conduct, but someday, I think this veil of trust will be lifted. I just hope it is before she turns on Ameiko.”
Why does Qatana always have to make things so complicated? It’s a question I’ve asked myself many times, and it’s one with no answer.
I know why he was worried. And I get it. I really do. But it was a skewed perception, one that didn’t accurately reflect who she was.
“I grew up with Qatana. I probably know her better than anyone, though admittedly that is not difficult, and sometimes I feel I don’t know her at all. I understand why you’re worried.
“When she was nine years old, her parents were killed in front of her, and she was sold into slavery. I thought I’d never see her again, but she was rescued by Shalelu, and she returned home nearly a year later.
“For most of that year she was forced to do…terrible things. I’ve heard the stories. They are horrible enough that I don’t feel I have the right…they are her stories, and not mine to tell.
“She doesn’t delight in killing people. Not exactly. But she has developed a strong, if not extreme, animosity towards those who abuse and exploit others. Her attachment to Groetus is…a coping mechanism, I think. She knows she can’t save a world filled with misery. She welcomes the end times not because she relishes destruction, but because it will do what she cannot: end all suffering, everywhere.”
I don’t know if this helped her case or hurt it.
We ended the day on a much lighter note: I listened to stories about his cat.
Desnus 27 (Sakakabe, Night)
S
omeone continues to spy on us. My spell alerted me earlier this evening as we were looking for an inn. With a bit of experimentation I was able to determine that the target was Ameiko, which is just fucking great. It means whoever is watching us probably knows who she is.
I tried to get an image of the spell caster but it didn’t work. Which is also just great. Magic can be so unreliable. One wonders how casters rise to such positions of power when our spells fail half the time.
Desnus 28 (Sakakabe, Late Morning)
A
nother day, another attempt to spy on us. Once again, I tried to reverse the conduit to get a look at the voyeur, and once again it failed. This time we didn’t terminate the offending spell, but let it run its course as a rough gauge of the other caster’s power, and it lasted a quarter of an hour. Which is quite a bit longer than I can manage, and that has me nervous. Very, very nervous.
Should it? Maybe. Maybe not. I know what my capabilities would be if I were that skilled, and suffice it to say that I’d be doing more than just watching. A lot more. Either they are content with watching us, or they have help. Help that is powerful, but limited in its scope.
We found a decorative samisen to present to O-Kohaku as a gift. I used a spell to etch the teahouse’s logo—a cherry blossom—on it to give it that added personal touch. Hopefully this will be enough of a gesture to secure an audience with her.
Desnus 28 (Jikko River, Night)
G
ods, what a day. We are now searching for a missing geisha by the name of O-Sayumi. As I feared, establishing Ameiko’s legitimacy is requiring us to prove our honor through an endless string of favors.
That being said, O-Sayumi’s story is rather disturbing, so we are pretty motivated to get to the bottom of it. She worked as a geisha in the Kiniro Kyomai teahouse and was apparently very popular with a long list of regular clients who ask specifically for her. One of these clients was a rather well-known pearl merchant named Yugureda Shosaito, only he was more or less obsessed with her and kept inviting her to his home for a “private performance”. For the longest time she refused, but then one day, without warning or explanation, she accepted…and she hasn’t been seen since.
Strangely enough, she seems to have predicted her own disappearance. I would have found this unusual many months ago, but now? I just accept it as fact that she may be a talented seer. She left clues behind in the form of notes, verbal messages, and curiosities: a strange puzzle box or inro, and a vase.
The inro is filled with three items that are obviously important but in a bafflingly obtuse way. In other words: we don’t know what any of it means. Either she was too clever, we’re too dim, or we haven’t come across whatever it is that will make sense of it all. I am hoping for the latter, but worried it’s the former. What if it never makes sense to us?
We traced the inro back to its sculptor, who then brought out the vase. It depicted an image of a kappa, and when we turned it over, we found cucumber-scented bath salts stuck inside the unusually deep recess in the bottom. The sculptor explained that he made these items at her request and to her exact specifications, and that she told him to give this vase to the honorable people who were seeking her. This implies she foresaw her future weeks in advance, to a level of detail and precision that I had not thought possible.
The vase led us to where we are now: the home of The Wise Kappa, Numataro-sama, whom O-Sayumi had referred to as her uncle.
Obviously, they are not related by blood. From Numataro-sama, we learned that O-Sayumi’s mother had been killed by a monstrous tiger when O-Sayumi was just an infant. Her mother knew she was being hunted, and she hid O-Sayumi’s basket under a bush before the tiger caught up to her. The kappa found the infant and raised her as his own until she was old enough to need the company of other humans.
The kappa believes it was Shosaito that had O-Sayumi’s mother killed. He also believes the merchant is a powerful wizard and an all-around shitty person. Which would, of course, follow from the whole “killed her mother” thing. And by the way? I have to agree with the “wizard” assessment. We can see the island where Shosaito lives; it’s surrounded by dark shadows and the landscape there seems drained of color. Whatever he is up to, I am betting it is to no good, because come on. Can you be any more obvious?
Why did O-Sayumi agree to visit him? Everyone who knew her agrees that Shosaito made her uncomfortable and that she would never willingly go to his home. Which suggests she wasn’t willing at all: she was coerced or blackmailed somehow. It’s only a theory, but right now it’s the only one that fits.
We now have a dilemma on our hands. We must go see this pearl merchant turned wizard turned kidnapper, but we also have Ameiko with us because we’re currently being hunted, and she’s arguably safer with us than sitting in an immobile fortress that is far from being a secret. And because we have Ameiko with us, we also have Shalelu and Koya with us, and there is absolutely no way we are bringing Koya into something this dangerous, and I have strong reservations about Shalelu as well. But we can’t leave them alone, either, because see above.